Heya. I've made a start on my Madness Day art, but I'm concerned I could be a little late getting it finished. Something pretty awful happened in my life recently, and I'm just not feelin it right now.
A pet cat of mine has passed under extremely suspicious circumstances, and it is believed that he was hurt intentionally by a human with a blade, due to the appearance of his wound. My household is utterly shaken and we are so confused as to who did this and why. We're not even sure if that's what happened, but that's the only way that can explain the state of him. I just cannot stop thinking about him. Our camera just happened to not record how he ended up how he did. There was a gap in the footage. One second nothing was there, one second he just appeared. There are so many more things that make his death even more suspicious and concerning, but I won't go into too much depth.
What doesn't help is that this incident occurred the morning we were going on holiday. It caused a mad rush, and now we're just sitting around, feeling guilty, trying our best to enjoy. Maybe it's better than staying home, I dunno.
Sorry if all that was a bit unnecessary, I just wanted to express how weird this all is and how overwhelmed I'm feeling right now. The memories are still fresh in my head right now, so who knows - I might feel healed in a few days and be motivated to draw again.
EDIT: We didn't realise earlier, and I don't know how, but we've just been informed that his tail was chopped off... And I was just beginning to sleep easy.
StitchMiss
I am so sorry to hear for your loss. Especially of a beloved pet. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts. Please take care and do what you need to during this difficult time for you and your family, and furbabies.
DownBad4Men (Updated )
Thank you for your kindness and consideration. Dunno, I think I'm getting over all the initial emotions and shock of grief, but now it's the burning desire to know what even happened that's taking over. Who, why, how, when? It's all just so confusing. Really concerned for the other three as well.